So, today I had to be honest with myself.
It was hard, but I had to come to terms with the fact that I, in fact, do not have superpowers.
I, in fact, do not have the abilities to do everything at one time and all in the same day. I can't. I just can't. And who knows why it happened after a stress free weekend. Who knows why it happened when really nothing went wrong? I just got really overwhelmed today.
So, I decided not to do my workout. I decided to make some business model changes. And I've decided to not take on any more clients for the month of January. It's honestly a good problem to have, but at the same time I don't like telling anyone no but I also can't get anything done in my life if I'm constantly (and I mean constantly) in my email.
(HOWEVER, ALL OF MY IMMEDIATE DOWNLOADS ARE STILL FOR SALE). Relentless Resolutions was ran as a challenge group, but this is something that can be done at any time. It teaches you all that you need to know about customizing your macros, and workouts to go along with that so I would highly encourage those that wanted to work with me to take a look into that and I can add you to the Facebook support group.
I'm also making a waiting list, so you have access to that HERE.
I kept saying I was going to put a cap and never did because I just really want to help everyone. I hate turning people away and you all have such stories that you tell me that make me want to help each and every one of you. I won't go into crazy amounts of detail, but it's just too much so I have to stop.
I have a plan on how to do this, but for now that just means that I will only have my immediate downloads available at least for the next few weeks. I will let everyone know when customized programs are back up and running.
I think that the Lord has been tugging at my heart too to spend more time being "present". I just mean that I want to be in the moments with each person and not in my head thinking bout what I need to do. I want to be present during my study of the Word and not thinking about what I'm going to do after I check bible reading and quiet time off my to do list. I want to be present in my relationship with my husband because he works evening shift and misses out on a lot. I know that everyone is busy so I'm definitely not saying that mine is any worse than someone else's but I just realized that at some points, there are things that you must cut out. One of my best friends gave me a book yesterday called "The Best Yes" and I can't wait to read it. It's all about saying NO sometimes. That doesn't mean that you don't care, but that you do care to give the time and attention to the moments that you have committed yourself to.
With love and being present,